As I lie here and I think to myself
About this feeling that's inside of me
I wonder, is this not where I wanted to be?
This is not what I aimed for
Is this a sign? Have I done wrong?
I'm not supposed to feel this way
I thought I was strong, where did I go wrong?
As I think about the things that I said
All the pain that I caused, all the tears that were shed
Then I wonder, do I really want to be
All alone
On my own
And then I came to realise
I may have made a big mistake
But how am I supposed to know?
How can I ever tell if this is where I'm meant to be?
On my own
What do I want from this life?
What do I need to live?
What is this pain that I feel?
What do I have to do to get through this?
I don't know what I want anymore
I don't know what I need to survive
I don't know what this is that I feel
I know that I don't know anything
As I lie here and I think to myself
About this feeling that's inside of me
I realise, it's not another a test to pass
It's a path to choose
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